2015年2月24日火曜日

It makes me want to live with Yuuri again


At my friend's house now. Sakura is so adorable! It makes me want to live with Yuuri again. お友達の家のさくらちゃん。やっぱり柴が好き♡佑里と住みたくなっちゃう。

2015年2月23日月曜日

Worked on my CV


I worked on my CV in English over the weekend. Kou was my assistant. What a lovely boy!

Hachi!

Yuuri is like a Hachi!

Take responsibility for my own happiness

I've always thought I'll be a mum by this age. Instead, I am applying for a new job in Tokyo and working at a bar in Yokohama. You never know what life can bring. I've decided to take responsibility for my own happiness. 人生は何が起こるか分からない、だからこそ自分の幸せは自分で責任をもつこと、と決めた。

2015年2月17日火曜日

Decided to be fit!

So I decided to join the gym. Going there this Saturday! 

On a rainy day

Listening to BBC on a rainy day is relaxing.

Appreciation for life

Some people said I've changed. I haven't changed in a bad way. One thing I can say that I've changed is that I have more appropriation for life. 私が変わったと言う人がいるけれど、変わったことがあるのなら、私は人生をありがたいと、もっと思えるようになったことだと思う。

2015年2月16日月曜日

The more I know about myself

As I get older, the more I get to know about myself and what I want in my life. It's a great feeling but it's a little confusing. 大人になって、分かってきた自分。いいことでもあるけれど、少し迷ったりもする。

2015年2月13日金曜日

Two customers came to see me last night

I have been feeling sick and I had no energy. Today, well, technically yesterday, I wanted to quit the job at the bar because drinking is starting to affect my health. 

Two customers came to see me and they wanted to drink with me last night. That made a huge difference and as I am going home on the last train, I think to myself, life is not too bad.

2015年2月7日土曜日

So in love with life

Never been so in love with life. Follow my dreams. Having dreams make me a stronger person. こんなに人生を好きになれたのは、今までにない。夢を持つことが私を強くする。

2015年2月3日火曜日

2015年2月2日月曜日

Let the birthday week start!

I used to hate my birthday because I had no friends at school. I was always bullied at school because I was "different". Being different in Japan is considered to be bad. Now, being an adult and going through a lot for my age, I can say I love who I am. I know I need to be fit and have things I need to work at but I just love being me.

おはりんご

I became an night owl. 夜型になったから、夕方からおはりんご。

Soba for lunch

I had soba for lunch with my sister yesterday. It was so good. I love Japanese food.

2015年1月30日金曜日

Kobe beef for the first time in my life!

It's my very first time to have Kobe beef! It's so amazing! Huge thanks to my new friend who invited me to Tokyo tonight! 神戸牛、人生初。おいしすぎて、口の中でとろけて、どーしよう!やばーい!

がんばー!

The barista wrote "Good luck with having 3 lessons." He is so sweet!「3レッスンがんばー!」うれしい♡ 

BBC radio and some down time

It's so good to listen to BBC again. I had no time to sit and listen to radio for about a month. So good to have some time to relax. 

2015年1月29日木曜日

Mos card!

My dear friend gave me a Mos card today. It's a lot healthier than McDonals! Love it!

Chocolate covered espresso beans!

It was so good to see Kevin!

Yay for chocolate covered espresso mm beans! It was so lovely to see Carrie!

Ordering sayu at Starbucks


I ordered "Sayu" (lukewarm water) with Chai tea latte to cleanse my body at Starbucks few days ago.

"Soon"

When I listen to "Soon" by Hillsong United, I feel like crying. It's such a beautiful song.

My sweet baby Yuuri

I miss my baby so much! I can't wait to see him in April. I am planing to visit him in Aomori. It's been ages!

Crazy!

30 years of whisky. I will never buy this for me for sure.

Learning to live my life without you


Still learning to live my life without you, my baby Hana Rose in heaven.

The world behind me

I love it so much. I needed to be reminded that.

Dinner for me

This has been my dinner lately.

From Target!

I love hot chocolate from Target!

Yakisoba!

Late at night and this is what I chose for lunch.

Missing him...

 
I miss taking naps with Yuuri.

How brains work

Got a magazine about how brains work.

New eyelashes

New eyelashes! These are so pretty!

Our neighbours

I had lunch with my friends who used to be our neighbours. It was so good to see them again.

2015年1月17日土曜日

2015年1月14日水曜日

This view

I was feeling so depressed but this view always make me feel better.

I hope this works. It says it's good for my liver.

I had no time to change clothes after work so I was so cold!



2015年1月11日日曜日

Life is like a camera

I love this. 「人生はカメラのよう。大切なことにフォーカスをして、いい時を捉えること。ネガティヴなことからいいことへ。うまくいかなかったら、新しい一枚を撮ること。」

Not drinking for 3 days


Not drinking 3 day in a row is so amazing. Had tea at FRIDAY'S.