I wanted to hold you. Christmas is so hard for me. I feel like crying now but I know you watch over me from heaven. I'm your mummy. Mummy decided to be independent and work hard here on earth. Thank you so much for giving me strength to live.
I finished work right before midnight and going home now. I am thankful I get to work. I can live one more day because you give me courage to live. I love you so much and I will always love you.
I can't wait for "Shinnenkai". Wikipedia says "Shinnenkai is Japanese way of getting together to celebrate a new year and to make promises to each other to do their best for this year while wishing each other good luck and fortune." Lovely, eh? 今日は遅い帰りに、明日は朝早いスタート。来年の新年会を楽しみに今月頑張ってます。