2014年10月30日木曜日

Such a blessing for me

His little crate.

I was able to sleep without taking sleeping pills for two nights in a row. Kou is such a blessing for me.

A cat tower for Kou.

A pink pillow.

Isn't this cute? A new toy for Kou.

I almost gave up on having him because my family was very angry about my decision to have him. I had to say goodbye to him on Tuesday. I was crying so hard when I left Chiaki-chan's house. She has been helping me to adopt Kou. 

I gave up on many things in my life. Marriage, having a family, being a mum, leaving my cats and dog in the States, losing Hana Rose and being with Yuuri. I don't want to give up on Kou. The only thing keeps me going is that the fact I can be his mummy and see him grow. I can't give up on him. I just can't do that.

I can't wait to be his mummy officially on Sunday! 2 more days! 

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