I'm really excited to read her book.
When I need "Kiai" (motivation), I do a French Twist. It helps me to feel motivated and I love it that I can show my cross tattoo on my neck. 気合の意味を辞書で調べてみた。「緊張感を高め、精神を集中する。」気合が必要な時は、夜会巻きをやると背筋がピンとする。首にある十字架のタトゥーが見えるのも好き。
My doctor said "Have faith in what you do. Be confident with your life." お医者様にこう言われた。「気持ちを強くもつこと。自分の人生に自信を持つこと。」
This made me think "What makes me smile?"
When I have lessons with my students and when they're happy. That makes me smile.
When Kou is happy. I love playing with him.
This storm will only make me stronger.
I almost gave up on having him because my family was very angry about my decision to have him. I had to say goodbye to him on Tuesday. I was crying so hard when I left Chiaki-chan's house. She has been helping me to adopt Kou.
I gave up on many things in my life. Marriage, having a family, being a mum, leaving my cats and dog in the States, losing Hana Rose and being with Yuuri. I don't want to give up on Kou. The only thing keeps me going is that the fact I can be his mummy and see him grow. I can't give up on him. I just can't do that.
I can't wait to be his mummy officially on Sunday! 2 more days!
I can't just dwell on the negative feelings and it's a brand new day today! The weather is so lovely.
I thought I'll do a French Twist, put the mascara on, wear red lipstick and wear high heels. It does make me feel different. I guess it's more classy than wearing converse shoes. ;)
I've had pretty bad experiences in my life especially in the twenties so I believe this storm will only make me stronger.
Look at him! Isn't he adorable? I mean, seriously!
It was so lovely to have him last night! I thought I can't welcome him as my baby until Tuesday so I was so excited when I found out he can come to my place last night!
I went to Southerly and heard my friends were looking for somebody to adopt cats on Friday night. I wasn't sure if I could have him. Today, I went to Chiaki-san's house and met him for the first time.
When I held him, I found a sense of peace for the first time after losing Hana Rose.
I can't wait for him to come to my place and have him as my baby. I already named him. His name is 幸. Kou means happiness and blessing in Japanese. He touched my heart.